Excited

So, we're heading to Sacramento this evening and we're going to pick up the Shanghai Lover! Yay! I'm so excited. I miss them a lot. My daddy called last night too with my mom. They wanted to talk to Lyn, but she went to bed early. I ended up talking to him for a bit. I miss my daddy a lot. Wish I could see all of them more often. Maybe when I finally get a better car than what we have now, we can see them on a monthly basis. That would be so awesome. Anywho's, I'm here at work at this moment. It's only 10:20am and it feels as though I've been here for a couple hours already, but I haven't. I really hope this day goes by fast and smoothly because I already wanna get outta here! Haha. Anyways ... LAKERS SUCK! They only won outta luck. I still love the San Antonio SPURS though, even though they didn't win last night. Hehe. So into the game. I haven't really been into a game for quite a while. Hhhmm .. strange. Yeah, wierdo. Who cares! Haha. Anyways, gotta move the car during lunch since it's way over there on the opposite side of the building. Gotta bring it closer to me. Hhmm .. so gotta give the car a quick bath too. It's a bit on the dirty side. Haha. Whoa! Still hella windy outside man! Weather is super nice! I wanna be outside right about now. Hehe. Alrites ... back to "work"

End Of The Day

It's winding down to the end of the day. And may I say, Monday wasn't THAT bad. Hehe. It went by good. So, no compalints from me really.

Friday

Happy Friday everyone! Yay! I am so happy it's the end of the work week. Hehe. So, I'm here at work, as usual. It's been only an hour and ten minutes into the day here. I really really hope this day passes by smoothly cuz I'm so ready for this day to end! Haha. Anywho's, I am really looking forward to going to Sacramento next week. One, my sisters graduation and second, I get to be with my family. I haven't seen mostly all the cousins in a while since we missed the last Cousin Day. So, I'm psyched to see them, even if it's only for one full day. I love my family dearly. Shoot, I'm also looking forward to the buffet! LOL! I haven't had one of them in days. I guess it's because there's no special occassion. So my ass is going to grub like everyone else! Haha. =P Oh my! Just heard we are going to have an evacuation drill at 11am! That means, our asses are going to be outside in the HEAT! Great! Gotta go stand under a tree or some ish like that! Jeepers! Haha. I hope it's going to take a while too so the time can pass by. Haha. Gosh, it's only 9:35am and it feels like it's about 3pm ish. Jeez. Hey, my rose totally bloomed! It got bigger and the color got more prettier! Haha. Oh my gosh, I am SO bored outta my mind here! It's not even that busy today, especially with the phone! WTH? Wanna bump some music or something. Maybe I should go listen to some on youtube. Yes. I think I'm going to do that. What song though? I think I'm feelin' for some Natalie. Speaking of Natalie, I think I'm going to download one of her songs on my cell for a ringtone. Hehe. Yeah. Anywho's, I could keep rambling on for days on this thing. Haha. If I did, it would probably end up being a novel of some sort. Who knows. Gosh, I'm hungry. I have about three and a half more hours until lunch time. I have no idea what I want to eat. I am feelin' for jamba though! Plus, I wanna go to Khols to get me some shorts! Hehe. Oh, and another top. A pink one. Hopefully they still have them. Okay, well, I'm gonna end this lil' entry of mine cuz I think it's getting way too long. Haha. I think it's the longest ever. Till the next entry ...

Heated

Okay, so part of my job is to transfer phone calls to their appropriate destination. I get a phone call yesterday asking for the Shipping Department and so I transfer the fella to that person. The fella calls back telling me that I transfered him to a house number. I told the fella that was the Shipping Department. So with that, I went ahead and transferred him once again. He calls back and tells me that the person hung up on him. I transfer again and he calls back telling me that the person hung up again. I put him on hold and the person who works at the Shipping Department calls and asks me if I was transfering a phone call to him. I said they were asking for the Shipping Department. He tells me not to transfer anymore calls to him and tell whoever that calls to inform them that there is no Shipping Department. Bullshit! What the hell? Deal with the phone calls. My goodness. So today, someone asked for the Shipping Department again. I transfer to the Shipping Dude and he ends up hanging up on the guy cuz he called back. I end up putting the fella on hold and calling my boss and told her about the whole situation. Now, I have to transfer the calls to the big boss who runs that department. Gosh, that guy doesn't know how to deal with calls. So rude to hang up and shit. Whatever! He's "gago" for even being over there in the first place.

It's Just A Blah!

Okay, so today is not a good day. Due to the fact that I only had like 4 hours of sleep. Give or take a few minutes. I just kept tossing and turning. It's like, my body was super tired, yet my mind was still on caffeine or some ish like that! I honestly tried just thinking of sleep, but it just wouldn't work at all. What in the world? So, here I am at work ... tired and sleepy. And may I say, it feels pretty warm in this building. Anyways, it's only Tuesday. Just Tuesday. At least tomorrow is hump day though. Haha. Gosh, what's going on this weekend? Wait, ain't it Brandis birthday party or something? I'm not too sure. I can't think straight. Oh my goodness. Wait, then there's big sissys graduation next week. Really looking forward to it. So, we're leaving Thursday night, maybe after the traffic dies down a bit. Besides, I wanna go home and shower after work. I'm debating whether or not to get my hair done in Sacramento. I do really want highlights again, but that's some money. Should I? Gosh, I don't even remember the stylists name at REGIS. Oh goodness, gotta ask one of the sisters. (texting older sister) Yeah, some blondes and copper tones! OoooOooh my! That's going to look lovely! I don't know whether to cut my hair since I already cut it not too long ago. Maybe she can fix it up a bit so it can look more fuller. Cuz man, my hair be looking really wack! I seem to not play around with it a lot cuz there's not much I can do from my knowledge. Goodness, I don't even know if she's free. Gosh, what in the world is her name! This is going to irritate the heck out of me until I figure it out or until someone tells me her darn name.Well, I should end this for now since I'm getting a bit tired just typing my nonsense randoms. Haha.

What Do You See?

The eyes are the windows to ones soul. Just by looking at ones eyes, you could tell how that person is feeling. Now look into my eyes, my dear, and tell me .. what do they tell you how I'm feeling? Really, look deep into my eyes. What emotions am I feeling? Look carefully now ...

Now, if you're having trouble, let me tell you exactly what I'm feeling at this exact moment ...

I have this weight on my shoulders that has been there for quite a long time. At times, it would drive me so nuts to the point where I just want to be in an open field and yell at the top of my lungs whatever I need to say to make me feel a little better. But in reality, I know I can't.

Whatever that I am dealing with, I gotta learn how to deal with it. It may be with helps from others or on my own. I know it may take some time. Heck, who knows? But I'm taking it one day at a time. I'll be okay. Just gotta keep a positive perspective on things.

Like what Tupac says: There's going to be some stuff you're going to see that's going to make it hard to smile in the future. But through whatever you see, through all the rain and the pain, you gottah keep your sense of humor. You gottah smile through all the bullshit. Remember that.

High five to that!

Shit Talkers

For people to have the decancy to talk shit when they don't even know you is just ridiculous. And to assume shit is another thing. Just because I'm cool with the guys here at work don't mean shit. It's just that I get along with them perfectly fine. So fuck off peoples. I'm guessing maybe the only reason why ya'll talk shit cuz you all don't have a life. And maybe you envy me. Ha! What a bunch of bitches, that's all I have to say.