The eyes are the windows to ones soul. Just by looking at ones eyes, you could tell how that person is feeling. Now look into my eyes, my dear, and tell me .. what do they tell you how I'm feeling? Really, look deep into my eyes. What emotions am I feeling? Look carefully now ...
Now, if you're having trouble, let me tell you exactly what I'm feeling at this exact moment ...
I have this weight on my shoulders that has been there for quite a long time. At times, it would drive me so nuts to the point where I just want to be in an open field and yell at the top of my lungs whatever I need to say to make me feel a little better. But in reality, I know I can't.
Whatever that I am dealing with, I gotta learn how to deal with it. It may be with helps from others or on my own. I know it may take some time. Heck, who knows? But I'm taking it one day at a time. I'll be okay. Just gotta keep a positive perspective on things.
Like what Tupac says: There's going to be some stuff you're going to see that's going to make it hard to smile in the future. But through whatever you see, through all the rain and the pain, you gottah keep your sense of humor. You gottah smile through all the bullshit. Remember that.
High five to that!
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simple and sweet
Isn't she adorable?
The Real Me
simple and sweet
MY LIFE
Accept me as I am, I have no guarantee. I am like you, a Human, prone to make mistakes in life. Failure is not my character flaw, but just a part of human makeup. I live, I laugh, I cry, and I also learn. My knowledge is incomplete, but try and try to learn more everyday. I am searching all the time in waking hours and sleeping hours. I have a long road to travel and more seas to swim just like you. I learn my lessons through wisdom. I shall accrue. Accept me as I am bacause I am Me. There is no one like me in this world, that's my only guarantee.
I came into this world on November 10, 1984 at the Kaiser hospital in Santa Clara, CA. Given the name Anniebel by my parents. For the first few years of my childhood, we lived in Sunnyvale, happily being the neighbors of my cousin Mary-an who we both went to Kindergarden together at the same school. When my Dad was relocated from his job, we ended up moving to Sacramento, where I mainly spent a good 14 years of my life. Soon after, I moved back to the Bay Area. Now here I am now, 23 years in age and still counting, married to Peter and share a beautiful daughter. I'm working at a job which I love and currently going to school, in hopes to finally get a degree in Business Administration.
You can say I'm very down to earth kind of girl who's very family oriented, but knows how to have a little fun. A dork at heart who loves and cares for the people I cherish and has taken a special role in my life. Mothermode is ALWAYS turned on, making sure that everyone's well taken care of. I guess you can say I put myself second before everyone else. Some may say that's a silly idea cuz you should always put yourself first, but hey .. that's just the way I am. You either like it or you don't. I don't need anyones approval. I live my life the way I wanna live it.
I came into this world on November 10, 1984 at the Kaiser hospital in Santa Clara, CA. Given the name Anniebel by my parents. For the first few years of my childhood, we lived in Sunnyvale, happily being the neighbors of my cousin Mary-an who we both went to Kindergarden together at the same school. When my Dad was relocated from his job, we ended up moving to Sacramento, where I mainly spent a good 14 years of my life. Soon after, I moved back to the Bay Area. Now here I am now, 23 years in age and still counting, married to Peter and share a beautiful daughter. I'm working at a job which I love and currently going to school, in hopes to finally get a degree in Business Administration.
You can say I'm very down to earth kind of girl who's very family oriented, but knows how to have a little fun. A dork at heart who loves and cares for the people I cherish and has taken a special role in my life. Mothermode is ALWAYS turned on, making sure that everyone's well taken care of. I guess you can say I put myself second before everyone else. Some may say that's a silly idea cuz you should always put yourself first, but hey .. that's just the way I am. You either like it or you don't. I don't need anyones approval. I live my life the way I wanna live it.
Thoughts ...
Love is the very reason I am living my life to the fullest, for loving overcomes the most fearful, unexplainable, and the unexpected.
My mind, body, and spirit are strong. I take time each day to rejuvenate and recharge. I draw from a deep well of peace and calm. I breathe in strength and release my fears. I go after my heart’s deep desires. I can accomplish anything. I focus on my goal and have the strength to make it happen. I choose to be unstoppable. I am strong. I act in spite of my fears. I am bigger than my concerns and worries. I can do anything I put my mind to. Each day I am getting stronger.
People spend too much time thinking instead of doing nowadays. They waste time searching for the impossible. Maybe if they'd stop and take a second, they'd realize that sometimes everything you've been looking for really isn't what your looking for. You'll find what you need not by searching, but by stopping and noticing the beauty of what stands before you.
My mind, body, and spirit are strong. I take time each day to rejuvenate and recharge. I draw from a deep well of peace and calm. I breathe in strength and release my fears. I go after my heart’s deep desires. I can accomplish anything. I focus on my goal and have the strength to make it happen. I choose to be unstoppable. I am strong. I act in spite of my fears. I am bigger than my concerns and worries. I can do anything I put my mind to. Each day I am getting stronger.
People spend too much time thinking instead of doing nowadays. They waste time searching for the impossible. Maybe if they'd stop and take a second, they'd realize that sometimes everything you've been looking for really isn't what your looking for. You'll find what you need not by searching, but by stopping and noticing the beauty of what stands before you.
My ANGEL
Isn't she adorable?
She Is ...
My daughter, my everything. She is the reason why I live my life each and every day. I thank God everyday for giving me the best thing that he could give me in this world ... HER.
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