I'm suppose to think positive. Think that everything will be okay. That THIS is just something that God put ahead of me so I can learn how to deal and get stronger. But why does it hurt so bad? I'm so fustrated. Fustrated because I don't know what to do. I dislike this feeling. And why do things happen to good people out there? I don't get it. I don't get this life that we live in.
Brings me to where Andy was talking about life. Life is a crazy ass roller coaster. Too many damn twirls and shit. Too much shit we deal with it. Fuck. That's all I could say. I'd scream, but then people will think I'm some crazy ass lady here at the front lobby. That's not good.
DAMMIT MAN! That's all folks ...
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simple and sweet
Isn't she adorable?
The Real Me
simple and sweet
MY LIFE
Accept me as I am, I have no guarantee. I am like you, a Human, prone to make mistakes in life. Failure is not my character flaw, but just a part of human makeup. I live, I laugh, I cry, and I also learn. My knowledge is incomplete, but try and try to learn more everyday. I am searching all the time in waking hours and sleeping hours. I have a long road to travel and more seas to swim just like you. I learn my lessons through wisdom. I shall accrue. Accept me as I am bacause I am Me. There is no one like me in this world, that's my only guarantee.
I came into this world on November 10, 1984 at the Kaiser hospital in Santa Clara, CA. Given the name Anniebel by my parents. For the first few years of my childhood, we lived in Sunnyvale, happily being the neighbors of my cousin Mary-an who we both went to Kindergarden together at the same school. When my Dad was relocated from his job, we ended up moving to Sacramento, where I mainly spent a good 14 years of my life. Soon after, I moved back to the Bay Area. Now here I am now, 23 years in age and still counting, married to Peter and share a beautiful daughter. I'm working at a job which I love and currently going to school, in hopes to finally get a degree in Business Administration.
You can say I'm very down to earth kind of girl who's very family oriented, but knows how to have a little fun. A dork at heart who loves and cares for the people I cherish and has taken a special role in my life. Mothermode is ALWAYS turned on, making sure that everyone's well taken care of. I guess you can say I put myself second before everyone else. Some may say that's a silly idea cuz you should always put yourself first, but hey .. that's just the way I am. You either like it or you don't. I don't need anyones approval. I live my life the way I wanna live it.
I came into this world on November 10, 1984 at the Kaiser hospital in Santa Clara, CA. Given the name Anniebel by my parents. For the first few years of my childhood, we lived in Sunnyvale, happily being the neighbors of my cousin Mary-an who we both went to Kindergarden together at the same school. When my Dad was relocated from his job, we ended up moving to Sacramento, where I mainly spent a good 14 years of my life. Soon after, I moved back to the Bay Area. Now here I am now, 23 years in age and still counting, married to Peter and share a beautiful daughter. I'm working at a job which I love and currently going to school, in hopes to finally get a degree in Business Administration.
You can say I'm very down to earth kind of girl who's very family oriented, but knows how to have a little fun. A dork at heart who loves and cares for the people I cherish and has taken a special role in my life. Mothermode is ALWAYS turned on, making sure that everyone's well taken care of. I guess you can say I put myself second before everyone else. Some may say that's a silly idea cuz you should always put yourself first, but hey .. that's just the way I am. You either like it or you don't. I don't need anyones approval. I live my life the way I wanna live it.
Thoughts ...
Love is the very reason I am living my life to the fullest, for loving overcomes the most fearful, unexplainable, and the unexpected.
My mind, body, and spirit are strong. I take time each day to rejuvenate and recharge. I draw from a deep well of peace and calm. I breathe in strength and release my fears. I go after my heart’s deep desires. I can accomplish anything. I focus on my goal and have the strength to make it happen. I choose to be unstoppable. I am strong. I act in spite of my fears. I am bigger than my concerns and worries. I can do anything I put my mind to. Each day I am getting stronger.
People spend too much time thinking instead of doing nowadays. They waste time searching for the impossible. Maybe if they'd stop and take a second, they'd realize that sometimes everything you've been looking for really isn't what your looking for. You'll find what you need not by searching, but by stopping and noticing the beauty of what stands before you.
My mind, body, and spirit are strong. I take time each day to rejuvenate and recharge. I draw from a deep well of peace and calm. I breathe in strength and release my fears. I go after my heart’s deep desires. I can accomplish anything. I focus on my goal and have the strength to make it happen. I choose to be unstoppable. I am strong. I act in spite of my fears. I am bigger than my concerns and worries. I can do anything I put my mind to. Each day I am getting stronger.
People spend too much time thinking instead of doing nowadays. They waste time searching for the impossible. Maybe if they'd stop and take a second, they'd realize that sometimes everything you've been looking for really isn't what your looking for. You'll find what you need not by searching, but by stopping and noticing the beauty of what stands before you.
My ANGEL
Isn't she adorable?
She Is ...
My daughter, my everything. She is the reason why I live my life each and every day. I thank God everyday for giving me the best thing that he could give me in this world ... HER.
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