Loose Weight

So me and Nancy were chopping it up about Weight Watchers since she's on that program. She's going to fill me on the whole points thing tomorrow. She gave me a Fiber One bar for me to taste. She told me she ate it for breakfast this morning. I guess when you mix fiber and some liquid to drink, the fiber will expand and make you full. Hhhmmm ... I will try. I do want to eat properly and healthy. My goal is to loose like 15-20 pounds. Gotta think positive ...

Half Way There

So, it's quarter to 3pm here at work. I am happy to say that this day was a great day. Being appreciated feels good. Yeah, I love my flowers here at my desk. They are absolutely beautiful and they're PINK !! Haha. Looking forward to going to the movies. I have no idea what I want to see. Gotta do some thinking. Hehe. But anywho's, hope everyone is having a good day !!

My Strength

Having that stability in life is important to me. I wanna make sure I provide enough for my lil' one so she doesn't have to have it rough. She is my main priority and all that I do is for her. Even though life may seem so hard, it is she who keeps me going. She's my strength. I love her unconditionally.

As of right now, things are going a bit rough. The stability is a bit shaky, but I'm trying to stay positive. If money grew on trees or something, life would be so much more easier. I probably wouldn't have to worry so much. But life was never meant to be perfect.

When it comes to who is important, I guess you can say that I put myself last. I've always put others before me. I know people who have said you shouldn't put others first, but that is just the way I am. I make sure that everyone is okay.

Wow, I think I'm just blabbering on here. Anywho's, gotta keep my head up and stay strong in everything...

Dates

I just realized that the dates that shows when a posting has been posted is ALL WRONG !! It's saying today is Wednesday, but it's not. How wierd !! Haha. Oh wells.

End of The Day

So it's winding down to the end of the day. Good day today. Feel good. Yes sir. I am well ready for the weekend to chill. I see that the weather has gotten a bit on the cloudy side since I don't see much sun. How's the weather going to be like anyway this weekend?

(Listening to: Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis)

Well, it seems pretty quiet over here. I'm guess most of the people went home already. Steve said the right side of the building is a bit quiet since like half of the staff is gone. Lucky them. I don't here much of upstairs by the way. Well everyone, enjoy your weekend cuz I sure will !!

I Just Want to SCREAM!!!

Anger
Fustration
Pissed
Tired
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM !!!
People these days. So hard for them to understand. And shoot, I'm pretty much feeling hella cranky/moody. Shiet. Let me go run around the neighborhood or walk to cool off or something. Man !! People are being buttheads today. Just leave me alone gosh darnit. *SIGH*

Hump Day

Okay everyone, so it's midway through the week. Which means, 2 more days till Friday !! Yippy. Hope today is a better day than yesterday. It's almost 8:30am. Just started my day here at the trabajo. It's quiet and a bit chilly here in the lobby. For some reason, my right eye is a bit blurry. Totally weird. Anywho's, it's midway through April. My oh my how time seems to pass by pretty quickly. Before you know it, it'll be Christmas. Hehe. Well, I guess this will be it for now until later on today to continued ...

What A Day

So, it's about 3pm and as usual, I am here at work. Work has been "eh". I came in this morning and my allergies came out of nowhere. You can say it krept up on me. Eyes and nose itch, as well as my throat and the coughs are still here as of this moment. One of my co-workers gave me some medicine for my allergies, but it only helped a little bit. Thanks for trying to help. Gosh, and to top it off, this headache is killing me. I forced myself to eat something cuz I know I'm not suppose to skip a meal. So, I ate a little bit of soup to warm me up. So, here I am now in front of the computer typing away my thoughts and all them other stuff. 2 more hours and then some to go. What's for dinner? I don't know. I'll just see what I feel like cooking this evening.

Randomness: Why is my plant here at my desk look as if it's going to die? I've been watering it once a week. HHmmmm ... it's the same plant that I got at home. How weird. Maybe not enough sunlight?

Another Monday

So, it's about 3:00pm in the afternoon and I'm here at work, as usual. Time has been okay, so far. Mondays are usually a drag though. It's starts off the week and Friday seems to be a long way from today. Haha. The weather was crazy over the weekend. The heat was mad crazy. I really didn't enjoy it at all. Too damn hot !! I even got sun burned from doing my jogging over the weekend. Gosh darnit !! But todays weather, totally not like the weekend. I see the sun, but it looks really windy !! I took a breather outside for a couple minutes and boy was it cold !! Haha. I hella thought it was going to be warm too today. Anywho's, man ... lately I've been soOOo irritated with people. The littlest things that people can do can get me sooOoo mad. Damn it !! Like today, for instance .. I wanted a sandwich with NO mustard and unfortunately, I got it with EXTRA mustard !! What the hell is that !! And I repeated it more than once too !! Gosh darnit !! Me oh my !! And these damn phone calls !! There's practically no one on the other line !! Just silence !! Shiet !! Jeepers !! Oh, and the chronicle newspaper peoples that keep calling !! Geezez !!

Randomness: If you get sun burned, put apple cidar vinegar on it. (I got that from mi bossy lady, Kathy. Thanks for the advice !!)

Lyics To A song

Wrap Me In Your Arms
by: April Villanueva

A ship floating all alone
On a sea of tears
I washed up on your shore
You took away my fears
I hope were stranded here
For years and years
I found someone whos
got me understood
Some one who promises
to treat me good
Until forever, for-ever
I've got the world
I have it all
In your arms [ wraped in your arms ]
The only place I want to fall,
Is in your arms [ wraped in your arms ]
Just keep me safe and warm
And wrap me in your arms
Walking in the park
Were just holding hands
Sharing these growing pains
I know you understand
The thought of being without you
Makes me so so sad
My night in shinning armor rescues me
Proffessing love for me so galintly
Until Forever, for-ever
I've got the world
I have it all
In your arms [ wraped in your arms ]
The only place I want to fall,
Is in your arms [ wraped in your arms ]
This feeling is so strong
baby wont you
[ wrap me in your arms ]
Just keep me safe and warm
baby wont you
[ wrap me in your arms ]
The only place that i belong
is wraped up in your arms
I dont feel a thing
when you protect me
I'm not afraid, afraid at all
I'm not scared
Wraped up in your arms
I've got the world
I have it all
In your arms [ wraped in your arms ]
The only place I want to fall,
Is in your arms [ wraped in your arms ]
This feeling is so strong
baby wont you
[ wrap me in your arms ]
Just keep me safe and warm
baby wont you
[ wrap me in your arms ]
The only place that i belong
is wraped up in your arms

Music Soothes My Soul

What ever emotion that you may be feeling,
music can soothe ones soul. It definitely does.

Currently Playing:
So Into You
by: Tamia

With every passing moment
Thoughts of you run through my head
Every time that I'm near you
I realize that you're heaven sent, baby

I think you're truly something special
Just what my dreams are really made of
Let's stay together, you and me boy
There's no one like you around
Oh baby

I really like
What you've done to me
I can't really explain it
I'm so into you

I really like
What you've done to me
I can't really explain it
I'm so into you

It could be the way that you hold me
It could be the things that you say
(That you say)
Oh, I'm not too sure what it is boy
But I know I like feeling this way, hey

I think you're truly something special
Just what my dreams are really made of
Let's stay together, you and me boy
There's no one like you around
Oh baby

I really like
What you've done to me
I can't really explain it
I'm so into you

I really like what I feel when I'm with you
You're a dream come true
Don't you ever leave my side
Cuz it feels so right

I really like
What you've done to me
I can't really explain it
I'm so into you

I really like
I'm so into you
I'm so into you
Oh, I'm so into you

I Carry Your Heart

I carry your heart with me
(I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(Anywhere I go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
I fear no fate
(For you are my fate,my sweet)
I want no world
(For beautiful you are my world,my true)
And it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
And whatever a sun will always sing is you.

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart
(I carry it in my heart)

E.E. Cummings

Life

Life never goes the way that you want it to go. I guess God wanted us to have obstables to overcome so we can learn from them and grow strong. Life was meant not to be perfect. But I guess sometimes, you hope that it would because at times life gets too tough.

So Precious

The most precious gift that God could give a person is the gift of life. Welcome into this world Tyler Brandon, who is simply adorable, as well as his name.

Fustration

There are so many times where I wanna just scream because I get so fustrated with so many things. Having everything put on my shoulders is so hard. I get to that point to where sometimes I just wanna drop everything and stop, but I know I can’t because if I do, then everything will just go downhill. I wish someone could understand exactly what I am going through, but no one does. So THIS is why I write on this gosh darn thingy so at least I don’t keep it in.

Friday Is Here

I'm kinda getting use to writing in this darn thing on an everyday basis. I guess it's good for me cuz I'm able to write what's on my mind and my head doesn't have to be so cluttered with thoughts going all over the place. For some odd reason, I'm feeling really happy. Although there are some things that are bothering me constantly, I've managed to be happy today and hopefully for the days to come. I guess having the positive vibe really helps a lot because if someone feels all bad everyday, then it's just going to go downhill from there. But anyways, it's FRIDAY baby !!! Yippy !! This work week has been long for me, well, it felt long. Well, I'm just happy this the weekend is finally here. Thank goodness !!

Friendships

I think about the time when I lived back in Sacramento. My friends that I once had, but ended only due to certain incidents that happened in the past. I cherished those friendships. And now here I am, wondering how those people were doing. I would have to say, Sophany was the closest girlfriend that I had when I used to live in Sac. I somewhat still keep in contact with her, but not as much as I should. I guess sometimes it's hard when other things are going on in your life. Living my life here in the Bay is totally lovely. I grew close with the friends my husband has who he's known for many years. I gotta brother who I thought would never had. Who opened his home, as well as his family, to me with open arms and I could never thank them enough. At times though, I do wish I had more girlfriends here to go out with. Cuz, hey, a girl needs a life, other than work and school. Hehe. But I'm not complaining about life. I love my life, my family, my husband and daughter. I guess friendships come and go. Cherish them cuz some are worth to cherish.

One of Those Randomness

It's about 8:15am in the morning and I am here at work. I see my bossys car, but I didn't see her when I came in. I totally forgot to get some hot water and a crouissant. Man, I think I mispelled that word. Haha. Oh wells. Okay, I'm going to run to the breakroom really quick, literally. BRB. Okay, got my food, but DAMN .. I burned myself with hot water. Gosh darnit. I totally tried to hurry back to my desk because I didn't want to be away from it that long. Clumsy me, hella spilled and now I have to put a freakin' bandaid on it. Damn it !! What a day and how it started !! Oh wells.